Awakenings
As lovely as the american dream use to sound to me, I find myself distraught over the pursuit of said “Dream”. No longer are the white picket fences and freshly manicured lawns attractive. The urban sprawl suits me much better. The one thing that fascinated me when I was little was watching the sky and wondering what was out there? I would get lost in fantasy and play out all sorts of scenarios in my head. I would see strange things, most of which were explainable. Some not so much. I would question the unexplainable and ask lots of questions being the inquisitive kid I was. I know one thing is for sure in my 27 years on planet earth. We are all going to pass away one day and leave behind a legacy. A legacy that is measured by the impression we made while we were here.
So back to the “American Dream”. My pursuit has become riddled with buckshot. There are many holes in the dream now. When I was a kid I listened to AM radio like it was going out of style. I heard everything from evangelists to one of my hero’s Art Bell on the dial and stayed up till 5am most mornings listening to the state of all things human and……not so much human. I was baffled at some of the things I heard so I would read about the subjects that fascinated me the most. I was home schooled so reading was encouraged but books about “visitors” from outer space and supernatural entities were not always the most welcome study material by my teachers. I had an uncanny knack of enlightening others three times my age with knowledge they would have never begun to research. So I became somewhat of a conspiracy theorist. Not just one of those quacks that decides everything we have been told is lie. Just one of those guys that questions absolutely everything he has been told. There is a DIFFERENCE!
Im kinda tired of everyone that fashions a hypothesis about something and because the mainstream doesnt agree they cast said individual into the abyss! See I believe we need a few more free thinkers in society. The difference between my self and an individual that is content with his close minded existence is the aknowledgement of the things that are not being fed to them from our agenda based media. The propaganda machine is working overtime and it us bloggers that must dissect it and create an open forum for feedback. So I’ll try not be like all the others but somehow I think it may be inevitable.
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